God's Plan, My Journey, Our Path

Pursuit of Happiness is a 2006 American biographical drama film based on Chris Gardner’s nearly one-year struggle with homelessness. Directed by Gabriele Muccino, the film features Will Smith as Gardner, an on-and-off-homeless salesman-turned stockbroker. Smith’s real-life son Jaden Smith co-stars, making his film debut as Gardner’s son Christopher Jr. [Extracted from Wikipedia]

But in new Pursuit of Happiness is directed by our Heavenly God and the cast is male leading is Henry Tan. Seeking a relationship is not easy. Without God’s leading, we are looking for a relationship that will not last. I was like the common pool of ppl who wants to love someone and share our ups and downs. And during that season, I wasn’t follow God’s footstep well and I did a lot of foolish mistakes and causes a lot of nuisances to ppl. Worst of all, my reputation is ruined. For all I know, I’m wrong in my way of approaching the love I want.

Walking with God isn’t tough, but isn’t easy either. It ought to be a lifestyle and not just thinking how to act upon it. It is easier say than done. One year plus ago someone has caught my heart. What attracted me is her passion and her hard work for her ministry and her passion in hobby. Throughout the last six months, I’ve been seriously asking God for His directions and His plan for me and how should I handle this relationship. God is good and He has show me a sign during our company staff summit.

Hmm… I’m not someone who is good in talking nor a observant person. I may have times neglected a person. Overall, I’m not a perfect person. I remember there’s a movie where the male leads say, “My life is complete [whole/perfect] with you.” so no one on earth is perfect, except Jesus. But I have a feeling that I sensed some rejection hint from her. Sigh. No matter what, I would continue to try my best, with God’s guidance, to win her heart.